Unfinished Sentences - April 12

1. I usually worry about…my family members dying unexpectedly. I often find myself thinking all of the “what ifs” when my family members are driving a long distance, flying, or just going about their business and what if they don’t ever come home. Will I regret the time not spent with them, will everything be in order before they leave, will my children get to meet their grandparents, etc. My biggest question and concern is always, will they be okay?

2. I feel angry when…I see kids being handed everything in their life by their parents instead of having to work for it. This makes me angry because when these students come to school or even finish high school they will have a huge wake up call because things will not be handed to them anymore. I am a firm believer of they must work hard to achieve their dreams, nothing in life is handed to you.

3. I’m moody when…I don’t get to go running because running helps me clear my mind and relax. It is the only time in a day where I can just not think about anything or stress or worry so my entire body relaxes during that time. I zone out when I run so it is my “Me Time” like I have mentioned before, it helps me keep a steady mood, and a good mood.

4. I’m happiest when…I am with my family and friends because those moments are always memories I will cherish. I don’t know if they will be around the next time we get together so I always like to make the most of it and enjoy myself. Plus, my family knows how to make me happy even when I am in a bad mood.

5. I feel confident when…I walk into my classroom because I am prepared and know what I am doing. My teachers have prepared me well for all challenges that come before me in the teaching/counseling profession.

6. I feel frustrated when…kids just don’t get it no matter how many times I try to explain it differently. What really frustrates me is when they get it one day and forget it completely the next. Even worse is when they don’t even try to learn it but just say they don’t get it, at least try and do the work on your own, then I can help you figure out what you are doing wrong.

7. I feel depressed when…I don’t get to work out regularly because my body just feel so “yuck.” when I was in marathon shape I was in the best shape of my life and I really want to work to get back to that point. I was healthy, in shape physically and mentally, because I spent so much time on my own, bettering myself.

8. I am comfortable when…I am at home in my pajamas and snuggled in bed with Kyle. There is no better place than falling asleep on his shoulder. Plus, he is probably the only person I can truly be myself around all the time because we are extremely comfortable together.

9. I feel nervous when…I start looking for jobs because leaving Pierce City will be a very big change for me, my whole life is here. A job change means a new school district, a fresh start, and a new group of friends and relationships to be built. As much as I can’t wait for that day it is very scary and sad to be leaving PC and everyone here who has helped me achieve so much.

10. I feel sentimental when…I read old cards and love letters that were sent to me from Kyle. We both saved everything from the first time we dated 10 years ago and those things are very fun to look through. I can’t wait to share them with our kids as they grow up and show them that those things that are meant to be will be.